what i am thankful for

I havent been alive on this world for years and years to have a million zillion things to be thankful for.

Im first thankful for my family, my mother, sister, aunts, cousins, they have all been there for me since i got pregnant and its not something they wanted for me at 19yrs old, but my mother never turned her back on me and i am thankful that God has blessed me with such an amazing and supportive family. Even through Samuels heart  issues my family has managed to hold me up and fill me with faith, even on my worst days

Im also thankful for my friends who haven't left my side since i got pregnant, and then those who honestly have been there for me since my son was diagnosed with HLHS. When I felt alone and sad and almost broke down i had them (besides my family), they listened, they understood the most they could and they stood by me and i am thankful for everything they have done. its always great when they make me smile on a hard day <3

Im Thankful for my boyfriend Joshua, it hasnt been long but i truly do love you. God couldn't have blessed me with such an amazing partner. You've been there even through the WORST days when we thought we weren't going to make it as a couple. You Wished for a baby boy and we have that, i swear you look forward to seeing him more then i do, and you give me faith. God couldn't have found me a better friend/boyfriend/baby's dad. 

Im the MOST thankful for my son. :) Samuel hasn't even been born yet but has made such an impact on my life, i am thankful for being able to carry a healthy baby boy despite his heart, i see him as my special gift, and im thankful for the doctors that are going to help him live an amazing life in a month and a half, i thank God for letting me experience being pregnant with such an amazing and active little boy  who i am attached to terribly. Im thankful for Samuel cause he has made my relationship with God a stronger one, he has changed my life and made me a fighter and made me a person whos willing to give it my all no matter what hands down. Im thankful for the time ive carried Samuel and the kicks and jabs that even though hurt make me smile because it tells me your still there ready to fight and win <3

Im thankful for the Heart Moms ive come across since ive started blogged, you are all amazing women and all deserve the very best and God had blessed us all in many different ways. i thank you all who have given me hope, who have shown me its okay to be sad, its okay to enjoy my pregnancy, and to enjoy my baby boy. God is watching over us, our babies and all the angels <3 being a Heart mom has made me a stronger person and i thank you all and i am thankful for having came across you all..

Happy Thanksgiving <3 HAVE FUN EATING AMAZING FOOOOOOD.. i know me and Samuel will ;)